Hijra [A few weeks later]

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Ben was catching up on emails from home--news about the Sith, the latest gossip from Jag and Jaina's corner of the galaxy and whatever Allana had gotten herself up to while being unsupervised (there was a lot of "it'd seemed like a good idea!!!" in her correspondence)--and then poking around scientific journals about advancements in reproductive technology.

You know. For no real reason. Cough.

He drank tea and really missed having those yummy red fruits around. He'd need to ask when they came back the next time he went to the market.

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Ben caught Ender's mouth with his again and began rocking slowly. "Love this," he whispered. "All of me against all of you..."

[endsthegame]

Ender's eyes flicked up to meet Ben's. He smiled faintly. "'s not bad," he murmured, maintaining the eye contact. "Feels like symmetry right now."

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Ben smiled back. "It does," he agreed, watching Ender's face.

[endsthegame]

Ender let out a soft sigh and moved one of his hands to Ben's cheek, cupping it. "Love you."

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"I know," Ben said, closing his eyes and moving even more slowly. He wanted this feeling to last as long as possible.

[endsthegame]

Ender shut his eyes as well and pressed his forehead against Ben's.

He said nothing else, listening instead to their breathing and the other noises they were making.

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Ben's breathing started to hitch a bit under the stress of keeping everything slow.

The quiet made this whole thing feel more intimate and he didn't want to ruin it by talking.

[endsthegame]

Ender kissed Ben's throat as he shifted his hips just a bit to change the angle.

A stray "Kriff--" escaped him.

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Ben whimpered a little bit and moved faster.

Hearing confirmation of how Ender was feeling always did something for him.

[endsthegame]

Ender's hand shot down to cup Ben's ass, giving it a squeeze. His breath caught in his throat.

He dropped his head onto the pillow, letting himself feel Ben's proximity in earnest - something that could be read off his face with ease.

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Ben smiled and kissed him until the need for oxygen became a necessity, then he buried his face against Ender's neck and moaned. "So good to me--"

[endsthegame]

"Enjoying yourself?" Ender asked with a little breathless laugh. He dragged his fingers up Ben's back, letting out a soft oh every time Ben moved just so.

Not overwhelming. Just... close and good. That had been what he'd wanted.

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"Mmmm," Ben replied, grinning at him. "You too?"

[endsthegame]

"Doing pretty good," Ender said, pulling Ben's head back down so he could kiss him thoroughly.

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Ben kissed him back just as fervently, but kept his pace at the same steady rate, testing the limits of his endurance.

[endsthegame]

Ender groaned as he came up for air. "Ben--" he mumbled. He found his breath again. "You can let go-- if you wanna--"

He liked this-- a lot-- but seeing Ben strain like that...

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Ben bit down on Ender's shoulder. "But then I'm getting you," he promised breathlessly.

[endsthegame]

"You always-- do," Ender panted, his hands sliding up and down Ben's back in unconscious imitation of his rhythm.

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Ben shifted so that one hand could reach in between them to help Ender out a bit. "'m nice like that."

[endsthegame]

Ender reached down and grabbed his wrist. "Not... now."

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Ben sucked on his neck. "Multitasking?"

[endsthegame]

"Mm, no," Ender sighed, shutting his eyes. "That part's just not as important right now..."

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Ben kissed him again. "If you're sure--"

[endsthegame]

Ender sucked on Ben's bottom lip in reply. "Just want to-- pay attention to you right now," he sighed.

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"Not going to say no," Ben murmured, rocking harder into him.