"At that point, John was dead," she said, and yes, she still had issues with that. "What was left was so far removed from him that it just couldn't be him. I think it goes without saying that he wouldn't be going around throwing his own body parts-" And others, ew. "-at people otherwise. And when it's over, by some stretch of credulity, you're left with the original. And it's just... different. I don't know."