Ben Skywalker (
momslilassassin) wrote2012-03-31 11:15 am
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Entry tags:
- 204,
- au kiddies,
- au!val,
- ender
Room 204 [morning]
Prom had been fun and the evening after prom had been even more fun (Ben liked Ender in uniform, so sue him), but being fairly bright Fandom students who had been at the school for four years, both guys had remembered to put some clothing back on before falling asleep just in case.
Ben was curled into Ender now, sleeping in for once (so...past sun-up) and enjoying a weekend where he had nothing planned.
[OOC: You know the drill by now, folks! For the boy, then the visitor.]
Ben was curled into Ender now, sleeping in for once (so...past sun-up) and enjoying a weekend where he had nothing planned.
[OOC: You know the drill by now, folks! For the boy, then the visitor.]
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Then wrapped her arm around Ben's waist and dropped her head against his shoulder. So she had to keep reassuring herself that this time these incarnations of her parents actually wanted her around; there wasn't a crime in that as long as she didn't admit to it.
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But he relaxed into Ben.
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"You just want all of the pillows."
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He still felt somewhat alien in this-- but for the first time, he also caught himself craving the... family of it. It felt mostly like he was grasping at bits of it he couldn't quite get.
Ben seemed to have figured out what the key was, though. Ender wondered what it meant that he was almost inclined to let him take the lead on it.
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It was fleeting and not-exactly-real, but Ben was feeling the sense of calm he'd always wanted to associate with family, and he wanted Ender to feel like he belonged somewhere too.
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He reached out along Ben's back and touched Val's arm, and got a small smile from her, too. These poor two folks - stuck with him for years upon years.
"We should put on a movie when we're done eating," he said. He could only take so much of it until the weird blend of alienation and longing shoved his heart up his throat.
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Feeling slight self-conscious about doing it with Val curled into him, Ben kissed Ender on the cheek instead of on the mouth like he would've preferred and sent a pulse of his emotions--love, understanding, the slightest hint of being overwhelmed as well--through the Force toward him.
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Generally literature-based and philosophical ones.
His eyes flickered shut briefly and he gave Ben a squeeze at the by-now familiar burst of not-his-emotions. There was that, at least.
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